There is a force that is present in the mind, which unexpectedly overruns the conscience and changes the perception of reality. It seems like a dream, like a fantasy but it truly is a nightmare and you are not sleeping, you are completely awaken but you are no longer the owner of your thinking, ideas and much less of your decisions. You are controlled, governed, possessed by an evil that poisons you and at the same time, condemns you; you will find yourself like into a whirl, feeling that you are falling down and that hope is lost in that abysm. Then and there you start discovering that the mind becomes corrupted.
You may cry, you may shout, implore, but the one who listens is somebody that you don't want to rescue you; you then, feel anguish, suffering, anger and resentment and unavoidably you realize that you are cursed, that your mouth fills with blood, foam, bad smelling drool, and without wanting to, you curse and you curse yourself since you are tied to hell.

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