Who can face him or defeat him ? Who can dare to rule him ? When his hands embrace, squeeze, contain and even asphyxiate ? Who can come out of his control, dominion, of his presence, when he imposes his authority ?
When he comes closer, you are already lost because you can't get rid of his ties. He hurts you very deeply and he corrupts your whole being. You can't hide, you can't deceive and if you shout or if you cry calling for help, no one will listen to you.
You feel alone, abandoned, desolated in such a way that your power becomes ashes. Your confidence is like sand in the hands and a powerful wind will vanish it.
What is left ? Nothing. Maybe the spaces between your bones or a silent and mute smile which expresses an skinless skull, which looks at you. And you look at it, knowing that it is you, revealing your nakedness. It is you facing the abysm.
Nothing is protecting you or who can protect you ? Where are you ? Who are you ? What is your name ?
You have lost everything, there is nothing left, no cries, no laughs. You realize that it is an absurd situation but you can't come out.
It has taken possession over you, it controls you. It is even worse than an addiction. It is your inner demon.
Who can liberate you when you are alone and feel surrounded by many but you don't know them and they don't know you ? Nobody sees you or assists you.
It is there, where you are taken, captured. You want to run and get away but you can't escape from yourself.
That inner demon is fear Yes, fear. It may seem innocent, fragile, childish. But, who can go against him ? Only the Superior Power.
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Mystic Healing Art
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